&i start my story here
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Monday, September 03, 2007
8:15 PM
today was the first written nlevel exam.&yes.i am so nervous!go to skul with azmaniac.first paper starts at 0800hrs-0830hrs.it was mt paper.& its easy!&to wait for second paper at 1400hrs-1530hrs.lme kn? kn? kn?haha.waited and waited at skul.was supposed to go to base with ayid dey all.but chnged my mind.decided to be with farah(first gf!) & ruby(second gf!).it was really quiet and creepy.no one except us,teachers (some) n servants.we first sat in the skul canteen.but then moved away cos the skul canteen was SOOO dusty due to the renovation of our new skul just beside our skul old building which was just beside the skul canteen.we den sat at the busker's corner stage.talked and talked and talked.and then planned to haf mcd breakfast tmr morning.yeay!really looking forward to it.mesti fun laa!so the tyme strike at two.tyme to assemble at eng lc room.
was starting....
tick...
tock...
tick...
tock........................DEN..........RADIO SPOILED!
my school.oh god.so sengket!how to listen to our lc rite?ass.idiotic skul.stupidity.but den i managed to listen again carefully as that was the last repeatation.
paper finish.tyme to head homeyy!
so its raining.rain rain rain.reach home.same old thing.eat,bath,sleep,watch tv,eat again,bla....bla...bla..
and now computering,myspacing,friendstering,blogging,chatting.urgh.so boring.tmr paper was mt lc.
anyway,last saturday was fun!i really went to ecp with nizam dey all!yeay!fun u know!it was raining so heavily dat i have nth to cover me.i was lyke wet.well only at the back of my body.so maybe dats all ive got to tell u?cos further more is way too personnel=))
not to forget,
FARAH AND RUBY!DONT BUBBLE OKAY!MCD BREAKFAST HERE WE GO=DD
&i start my story here
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Friday, August 31, 2007
5:20 PM
hello everyone.first thing, a big apology to fizzy for not coming to ur gig.i'm really busy with stuff.anyway!nlevel starts next week.glad its eng&mt.maths n science on the month of october.pheww!still haf more tyme to revise!today's teachers day.im not present to school.pple say its boring cos the concert was like down.so im lucky!hah.anyway,this saturday im going to ecp with nizam dey all.but im realli not sure if im going.cos i haf some plans with my family!&oh yes.guess wat..
DART HAVE A CAT!
n yes.its SUPER SUPER CUTE!
imagine.pple lyke hym have a cat?cute rite?
but de name not cute aha.
&also,
DIN HAVE TWO CATS!
well act,i dont really lyke cats.bunnies is way more cuter!
anyway,today suppose to company efy mit nizam.but its canceled cos i overslept.ya.and now blogging.long tyme nvr update!
viewed at kyn's fren's blog.pity pity kyn.fought with her fren!dats wat i hate abt gf's.always fight.& dats y i haf little gf's.mayb 3 or 4.i mean.trust me.its better cos gerls tends to talk behind pple's back.i know cos ive experienced and ive been lyke dat before.but ive changed!little gf's are cool.but more bf's more cooler.i haf more bf's den gf's.not a flirt okay!dis are frens.i realli realli hope between u(kikyn) & the girl ur fighting with right now,going to be okay sooner.wish u THE BEST.smile!
&i start my story here
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Monday, August 27, 2007
7:07 PM
hello everyone.know what?DART'S ex angry with me.okay?abt wat?just bcos i send comments to hym?well he asked me too!angry angry la.like i care like dat.u pn satu laa dart!how she going to know whether u guys are history ke tkkn?just looked at ur status.u making her confused!wat the helllll.like seriously there's MORE other girls giving hym comments.smpi sempat chat thru commenting.why not mad at them?im ONLY giving hym COMMENTS.not CHATTING!erghh.whatever.
anyway,im not being proud or happy of myself but.okay.five person waiting for me.and believe or not,one of them was my BESTFRIEND.anyone with the same school as i am,will obviously damn fucking clearly know who is my bestfriend.yes.its the mohawk hair with adidas bag.OMG.it all happens in our temporary class during english lesson.we all doing our worked.everytime we do our schoolwork,we SURELY sit together.so i realised that he reali been acting weird at me at that time.when i talked to him,he looked into my eyes.as though like we just met.its like he looked at me like he nvr look at me before.understand?den he started to like take newspaper n write sumtink.im not sure abt what he write at first.den..'atyq.errm.aku nk kau turn to this page,(showing numbers of page to flip).after kau buat keje,kau tgk.jgn tunjukkn sape2 kae?'so i scribble everything on my schoolwork.go back to my place and flip the pages at the newspaper that been instructed.
PAGE 10 written: Atyq
PAGE 11 written: Will
PAGE 14 written: you be
PAGE 16 written: my
PAGE 20 written: girlfriend??
SHOCKED.
on the cover page of the newsapaper, he write:
Do you love me?
Yes / No
i looked at hym and said yes(as in friends).
he write again:
confirm?
i looked at hym again and said 'its not that im rejecting u or sumthing uh.its not that aku b eing jual mahal ke ape.but sendirikn,bukan kau srg nkkn aku.tap ade lag.but aku blng drg yg at this moment aku tnk into gfbf tingy.nlevel is next week and i need to concentrate.besides,im not ready at all.somehow i dont know why i feel awkward towards relationship.
he kept quiet.hys dissapointed okay!but then i mangaed to make hym happy and make hym rmbr about hys ex.sorry F_ _ _ _D.i really do.i LOVE u as my BESTFRIEND.
Anyway,yesterday i was like online on msn.chat was nice.but once u done a wee-lil-bit mistake,u wont be able to chat to that someone.this was the second of the five person.hys twenty.going to ns.and a reali reali nice person.and with a good sense of humour.there's this damn sexy beautiful girl madly in love with hym.but he don't.she was a lil' bit arabic.fair skin tall.age 18.hys display pic was her pic.there,she took picture of her chest(but wearing the thing laa) that have something written on it.it was the name of the hym.so i pm hym.he said that he doesnt like her.he haf no feelings at all.i mean come on larr F_ _H.she like every men's dream!(serious.if u guys take a look at it,beware of ur jaw!)i asked hym.'u gila is it?she's damn fucking sexy and pretty.why u dont like her?'and he says'wat for like someone that u dont even haf feelings on her?plus i like u.........err...............so wat u doing?'
2ND SHOCKED.
'err F__H,i think u realli need to wake up.i mean she's 18 and im 16!senang kate,im yp!ur 20!y take yp's??than he said'as i said,im weird.i go ga-ga for chinese looking girls.'okay i was lyke OO-MMMMM-GGG!!!im speechless n sign out.confused.CONFUSED.CONDUSED!!!
and by the way,how the hell he knows that im mixed?-_-
&i start my story here
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Friday, August 24, 2007
11:51 PM
today is friday.last week of school.this morning was very funny.aha.efy, man & me was siting at void deck.again waiting for school assemble to ring.usually it rings at 0720 a.m.so we wait.talking,games,laughing.happy hour in the morning!haha.in abt 3 mins i look at the surrounding.it was lyke getting brighter.i looked at the time.OMG.it was already 0722 a.m. & the bell of our school assemble can be heard clearly!well i mean not only the three of us.but there's some behind us.running.hah.okay so man was panicked.but my sister n me was not.we reached at the back gate,&this fucking spoiler counsellor locked the gate.fucked.lyke how do we get in?by the front?obviouly,we're gonna get caught for late.& then there's this chinese girl scolded the stupid counsellor.but that ass do nth.lyke HELLO!cant u just unlock it??we are not late to be exact!that fucking counsellor keep on saying' oh the keys are from the other counsellor.it's not with me.'EH FUCK.UR LEG IS NOT A MILLION DOLLAR LEG.I THGT U WERE FROM THE SCHOOL TRACK AND FIELD TEAM?SINCE U LOVE RUNNING, WHY CAN'T THE FUCKING HELL U RUN AND TOOK THE KEYS U IDIOTIC COUNSELLOR???luckily a rescuer,dnt helper came by and unlock it.SEE!HE'S NOT A COUNSELLOR BUT HE HELPED US!what kind of counsellor is this.we enter and walked quickly.flag raising started!we should be standing.but we walked with the others.ya n we got busted by mr.koh as we were trying to join our class by the back of the school canteen.n guess wat?we were send to parade square,standing infront of everyone.our back facing them.(atleast!well tkkn nk face them?)we were questioned of walking when flag raising started.urgh.zack,my classmate got away!left me, man, efy, james and gabriel.james and gabriel was lyke not satisfied and started arguing with chui.dey were brought to office.n then the three of us.setan came to us and asked us to take out our mt storybk.haha.it was funny.that was the first tyme,me and man talked to each other.i mean whispering.ahha.we sat down.waiting for minutes to end the assemble.den james came by.chui den started checked our bags.i looked at man.he panicked and asking me to asked efy to hide his lighter.but to late.chui was lyke coming over to efy.left with no choice but to hide it.i hide it in my shoe.man was relieved.i think?
GABRIEL:nth
JAMES: ciggratte
EFY: nth
ME: nth
MAN: nth (pheww!)
AND THEN...
zack came!i thght he hide?hw come he was here?he sat beside man with lyke not happy face.lol.chui came to hym n check hys bag too.while checking,zakwan came to us too and sat beside zack.
ZACK: nth
ZAKWAN: nth to check. no bag.
& chui was mad.silent reading ended and he made an announcement saying that we did not bring any textbook.but efy got bring two.man bring one.for me none!but assesment book.zack none.zakwan obviously none.so do james and gabriel.when the rest were dismssing,chui came to us and talked.still,the lighter in my shoe.chui den let us go.i returned the lighter to man and went baq to class.with zack infront me.well hys my enemy.so no talking.efy and man wen to their classes.that settles it.kn?haha.
&i start my story here
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
7:35 PM
ydae was fun.well act not really fun.i dont get to spend more time with nizam dey all.i went to merlion watching fireworks with rocky labu & hys friend, fai.okay lar.i mean long time tk jumpe.so quite fun la.aha.de fireworks was awesome.really.but de people there was $&*%!so squeezy!we had a hard time searching for efy, nizam & the others.atlast just the three of us.after watching we meet them at singaore river.dere,me n efy follow nizam to laupasat.ya &leaving rocky labu n hys friend there.saying hys not coming.act de reason i follow efy with is because i wanna mit din, dart, mazuki n de others!i totally miss dem okay!& yes! me n din okay already! he text me the other day.saying hys sorry cos hys prepaid low!=D
otw to laupasat.STOPPED.me n efy realised that there's NO bus!how to go home like dat.aiyoOoOo.dalar tmr my grandparents dtg.we haf to be present there!respect larkn.agree?hah.so the rescuers,helping us searching for bus: NIZAM, DIN, ATIQ and unknown name (i dont know wat hys name okay!) A BIG THANK YOU!
it was so tiring!until half way, atiq n dis unknown guy go laupasat first.so ya.finally still no bus.we took taxi.so cute!only nizam n din.help us to stop a taxi!cutekn.aha.n yes yes.head home atlast.n oh ya, A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO THE BOTH OF YOU!
okay.im tired.
&i start my story here
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
7:53 PM
i had cpa practical for prelim just now.man.it was easy!poor fareed.he asking me for help!so sorry my dear bestfriend!i just can't.snoopy keep looking at me.anyway!i hate my prelim exam siting arrangement in the lab.know why?my enemy was beside me!ergh.but yg penting,the practical was easy!&yes tmr is eoa practical.&now im practising!well de dyno and dart...speechless.i text dyno the other day:
IQA: Helo din.are you okay?asl senyap.are u mad at me?
AND NO REPLY FROM HIM!WTH??IM TRYING TO SETTLE THINGS HERE OKAY!
next is dart.okay.
again he's in relationship now.
but he dont know that i know.
he text me the other day:
DART: If u care 4 me,
I care 4 u.
U miss me,
I miss u.
U msg me,
I msg u.
U 4gt me..
Im sorry this is where im different from u..
I wun 4gt u.Hee..
U tkcr iqa!
Nite.Nite!=DD
Dart <3 eu
& i nvr rply.i mean.i just dont know what to say.first he had a gf.imagine how the gf feel if she knows her bf start saying this thing to other grrl.LOVE is nothing to play about with.he even text me with all those 'syg-syg'.i cant to this.i cant say back.to top it all,he IS a flirt.hys comments was like.was like not hys status are right nw.its like hys single.pitykn hys gf?i told hym once, that i wont make the relationship happen between us if it were possible.& he say 'it may possible.'just think okay!how your gf going to feel??should i continue texting hym or ignore hym?someone tell me!
&i start my story here
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
8:25 PM
Ouh fcuk.like I was just online &saw hys nick.’damn shes fine!’.ive got two tickets to iron maiden baby.come with me on Friday. Don’t say maybe.’ WTF.ouhk.seriously. speechless.ouh god.I LIKE U EVER SINCE WE TALKED ON THE PHONE LAST YEAR!it’s not that im too busy with stuff &that when u asked me out, all my reasoned was ‘im busy’.not jual mahal okay!it was serious!i was happy when just recently u beeped me.but not anymore!some lucky lucky grrl that might get u.but y??!!!argh.anyway,today is a rough day.dart n dyno.come on!no fighting can?this is a small matter!why fight?stop saying fuck or watsoever to each other larrr.
To: DART
People told me u've been flirting around.and that's the fact about u.u told me u broke up with ur grrlfren.but alot of people told ur still attached.y lie?
To: DYNO
You mad at dart just because he contact with me.we're just frens.like u and me.y get so angry?u mad at me but now u urself contacting with my schoolmate.itu pun im NOT angry.
please please.dont seperate okay!i just know u guys recently.and now fighting.each against each other.i feel blamed.SO PLEASE!
