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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
2:51 PM
eyy. harhar. yea. umm. last nite. received a mxg frm arep. its stated two days ago n todae. hmm. noe wat ? arep wan me baq ! gosh. derh tyme wen he was wid shasha, i mxg and kol hym, he ignore. i cried asking hym to be wid me. but he still ignore. nw, he did dat to me. he wan me baq so bardly. he reali wan. de wae he said maq me feel lyke sianz sa ! walau. he oready get he's dream gerl. shasha. so y want me ? he told me he still lurv me. but nw my heart fer sumone else. n dats my one n only indra. my dardar ! i lurv hym truly. fer arep, i tink de bes wae is fer hym to sty wid shasha. even thgh i hate hur, i felt pity to hur. she wrote at hur blog saying she's hapi wid arep. but arep told me he lurv me mre. ouh god. im soe i cant get baq to eu. i reali cant forget de tymes eu cheated on me. eu told me to wait but end up eu wid shasha. atlas eu said ur fams took ur hp. wth. wat are eu trying to sae ? we can be in a relationship. but jux frens. not mre than dat. i cant leave my dardar as i only lurve hym n he lurvs me too. arep, dun break ur princess's heart. she lurves eu. and so do ur fam. ur fam hate me. dey lurv shasha. n eu shld try to maq n effort to lurv hur lyke hw eu lurv me rite nw. dun leave sumone unecessarily. tink again. im not being selfish ere. but jux tink again.
