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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
3:22 PM
ive been fooled. twice. first was "w". nw was my own BESTFREN. she was "s". my bestie. my gf. BETRAYED me. n he. fooled me. AGAIN. wat was he tinking ? he asked me to wait fer hym. yea. i waited. till i get to noe frm dis veri kind gerl. cant tell d nme. "s" might noe it. she told my sis. n dat mxg was being passed dwn to me - las fri, "s" get possessed. n its so obvious. she PRETENDED to be one. she kip saying 'arep. help me.' y hym ? y not other guys ? dey holdhands. not onli dat. "s" kissed hym. fcuk. no wonder he didnt called me. asked me to b silence at d moment. n yea. to b wid "s". so dat deres no disturbance. shit rite ? first person i told dis was my clozefren. INDRA. nid to haf sum pep tok to dis "s". i cried in class. cried madly. mxged n called hym. he didnt ans or rply. wats he's problem ? well if he do it, he shld atleast face de consequences. nw it reali shows dat he's GUILTY. i lurved hym lyke crazy. n dis was wat he done to me. wat so special abt "s" ? she get dumped frm a number erf guys. n trying to flirt ? wid mine ? nt onli she kissed arep. she kissed other guys. wtf. nw i noe d real "s". shes flirt. desprate fer guys. a snatcher. y me ? she noe i n hym are an item. but den y does she haf to do these to me ? rite nw, i can feel tears rolling dwn my cheek. i was even MORE confused wen i get to noe he n "s" are n item. omg. asked hys frens. all said no. if its no, den y isnt he answering hys fone wen i called ? its so obvious arep ! y are eu doing dis to me ? eu told me to wait fer eu ! i waited lyke such an idiotic ! i trust ur swit fcuking toker shit ! n dis was wat eu revealed ? gosh. n "s". i helped eu abt ur lovelife ALOT. den y dis ? asking fer revenge ? bt wat haf i done ? tell me will eu ? hapi eu get wat eu wanted ? HAPI ?? no use kip crying. d ting haf already happen. im realli dissapointed in hym n my own bestfren. hpe eu guys haf a hapi lyfe together forever. im ere jus wishing all d bes fer ur relationship.