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Monday, August 27, 2007
7:07 PM
hello everyone.know what?DART'S ex angry with me.okay?abt wat?just bcos i send comments to hym?well he asked me too!angry angry la.like i care like dat.u pn satu laa dart!how she going to know whether u guys are history ke tkkn?just looked at ur status.u making her confused!wat the helllll.like seriously there's MORE other girls giving hym comments.smpi sempat chat thru commenting.why not mad at them?im ONLY giving hym COMMENTS.not CHATTING!erghh.whatever.
anyway,im not being proud or happy of myself but.okay.five person waiting for me.and believe or not,one of them was my BESTFRIEND.anyone with the same school as i am,will obviously damn fucking clearly know who is my bestfriend.yes.its the mohawk hair with adidas bag.OMG.it all happens in our temporary class during english lesson.we all doing our worked.everytime we do our schoolwork,we SURELY sit together.so i realised that he reali been acting weird at me at that time.when i talked to him,he looked into my eyes.as though like we just met.its like he looked at me like he nvr look at me before.understand?den he started to like take newspaper n write sumtink.im not sure abt what he write at first.den..'atyq.errm.aku nk kau turn to this page,(showing numbers of page to flip).after kau buat keje,kau tgk.jgn tunjukkn sape2 kae?'so i scribble everything on my schoolwork.go back to my place and flip the pages at the newspaper that been instructed.
PAGE 10 written: Atyq
PAGE 11 written: Will
PAGE 14 written: you be
PAGE 16 written: my
PAGE 20 written: girlfriend??
SHOCKED.
on the cover page of the newsapaper, he write:
Do you love me?
Yes / No
i looked at hym and said yes(as in friends).
he write again:
confirm?
i looked at hym again and said 'its not that im rejecting u or sumthing uh.its not that aku b eing jual mahal ke ape.but sendirikn,bukan kau srg nkkn aku.tap ade lag.but aku blng drg yg at this moment aku tnk into gfbf tingy.nlevel is next week and i need to concentrate.besides,im not ready at all.somehow i dont know why i feel awkward towards relationship.
he kept quiet.hys dissapointed okay!but then i mangaed to make hym happy and make hym rmbr about hys ex.sorry F_ _ _ _D.i really do.i LOVE u as my BESTFRIEND.
Anyway,yesterday i was like online on msn.chat was nice.but once u done a wee-lil-bit mistake,u wont be able to chat to that someone.this was the second of the five person.hys twenty.going to ns.and a reali reali nice person.and with a good sense of humour.there's this damn sexy beautiful girl madly in love with hym.but he don't.she was a lil' bit arabic.fair skin tall.age 18.hys display pic was her pic.there,she took picture of her chest(but wearing the thing laa) that have something written on it.it was the name of the hym.so i pm hym.he said that he doesnt like her.he haf no feelings at all.i mean come on larr F_ _H.she like every men's dream!(serious.if u guys take a look at it,beware of ur jaw!)i asked hym.'u gila is it?she's damn fucking sexy and pretty.why u dont like her?'and he says'wat for like someone that u dont even haf feelings on her?plus i like u.........err...............so wat u doing?'
2ND SHOCKED.
'err F__H,i think u realli need to wake up.i mean she's 18 and im 16!senang kate,im yp!ur 20!y take yp's??than he said'as i said,im weird.i go ga-ga for chinese looking girls.'okay i was lyke OO-MMMMM-GGG!!!im speechless n sign out.confused.CONFUSED.CONDUSED!!!
and by the way,how the hell he knows that im mixed?-_-
